queen for a day

I am about to go in for the permanent crown on the back molar, the one that started this bullshit. I am beyond anxious, there are no words. I’ve actually entered a dissociative state and I feel very calm, as if I am watching someone else getting ready to go to the dentist. I am on drugs that make me loopy already, about to take an Atavan and then probably Hydrocodone when I get home so watch out! I just might blog and it just might be funny.